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well tonite i went to dance . i feel like a disease.my friend called me today and told me he heard from mercy. she told him to tell me that she knows im not mad at her (my message to her) but she really doesnt care. and that shes not worried about it.
yea mercy. thats right. the girl that was my best friend for the past 5 years. do i chose the wrong frienDS? or do i just have a character flaw that makes people unbelievably dependent on my friendship to them and then suddenly just forget me. its happend before...manda. mercy. a few others i wont mention. but its ok. i guess it is just me. maybe im just the kinda person that really doesnt impact ne thing but my own thoughts. maybe i just messed up. but i dont think it was my fault this time. i gues im just gettin a taste of my own medicine.....:( im too emotional to brush it off..i dunno ill be fine by morning
yea mercy. thats right. the girl that was my best friend for the past 5 years. do i chose the wrong frienDS? or do i just have a character flaw that makes people unbelievably dependent on my friendship to them and then suddenly just forget me. its happend before...manda. mercy. a few others i wont mention. but its ok. i guess it is just me. maybe im just the kinda person that really doesnt impact ne thing but my own thoughts. maybe i just messed up. but i dont think it was my fault this time. i gues im just gettin a taste of my own medicine.....:( im too emotional to brush it off..i dunno ill be fine by morning