what is love
well nothing is going on at all. life is going by fast right now, i need to start applying for colleges, and i got my SAT score back, 1230, not too bad i guess. I decided to start seriously playing guitar again and im getting pretty good again. what is love, why do teenagers think that their love now will last forever, sure it's nice to hope, but don't count on it. being realistic is key, i've realized that for me, realisim = optimisim, i'm much happier when i dont expect something that my mind is doubting. i'm not talking about anything that happened recently, or one thing in general, just what ive finally realized after putting all my experiences together. it's fun to be in a relationship, but i think i've finally realized what love is and i sure havent felt it yet, maybe that will change soon, i dunno.
another thing, its just weird to see how much i've changed and matured over even the past month, things are finally starting to come together in my mind, i mean it's nothing that anyone would notice but me, i still act the same, i just feel wiser. oh well, for now im sleepy, so until tommorow
another thing, its just weird to see how much i've changed and matured over even the past month, things are finally starting to come together in my mind, i mean it's nothing that anyone would notice but me, i still act the same, i just feel wiser. oh well, for now im sleepy, so until tommorow