Nov 25, 2005 11:59
having a cold majorly sucks, Thanksgiving was amusing and filling, tradition is an amusing thing and sitting on the couch watching Gilmore Girls is fun.
I've had this freaking cold for like a week and a half and it's really bugging me. Ugh... it sucks that u still can't say whatever u want on here. Friends will eventually read this and tell whoever u want to talk about everything u say... which frankly... SUCKS... or the person that u want to talk about is one of ur lj friends and will read it themselves. This thing is ridiculous. lol it's more like a bulletin board bringing people up to date on ur life and things that u actually want people to know... no one is online the day after thanksgiving... there were more people online ON thanksgiving than after... Thanksgiving is amusing... my mother insists on inviting people we don't like to Thanksgiving especially her boyfriend who we've officially dubbed Lumpy Lumperneck the Toothless Wonder, christmas is going to be even more amusing cuz she's making food that Michele and I hate, AKA beef... Tradition is fun, seeing as we watched A Christmas Story at my mom's while the "adults" sat in the kitchen and talked about their own stupidity such as hunting, shooting animals, making wine, and generally doing everything that I do not want to have anything to do with. My mother has completely changed since the divorce and it is really annoying... I'm so nonconfrontational that I'm not going to say anything but i really want to yell and ask her what the hell happened to her,y is she doing this, what is wrong with her, and y she doesn't seem to give a damn about what we want now... we can see her on her terms, we weren't given a key to the house after she changed the locks and she just does what she wants she's so frickin selfish i can't stand it AHHHHHH! she drives me nuts... I don't even want to deal with her anymore but everyone makes me feel guilty otherwise and yell at me that I shouldn't cut out my mother and it just pisses me off... everyone needs to mind their own damn business about my decisions and I am just sick of everything, especially not being able to say what I want to say for fear of hurting people. I spend every day off watching Gilmore Girls while I should be doing my homework. I think I'm going to go try to find a topic for my history research paper.. i'm done ranting now. later..