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Aug 29, 2004 17:57


hmm well tommarow is my last day of summer. How...exhilarating. NOT. I don't have any urge to go back to school at all. I didn't make my "goal".. I wasn't even close. Maybe I'll keep it and save it for my last summer of my life as I'll know it. Probably won't make it but oh well.  I had nothing to do today. So as usual I watched TV. Sooo fun, let me tell you. It's so hot outside tho and it's like an ice box in this house. I really wanted to go out today but I don't have a car and I can't leave when I want. So I have suffer. I really need a job but people are so GAY and they don't like hiring people who are under 18. There was a new babies r us in Nashua so when I turn 18 maybe they'll be looking for people for help but I hope I'll be able to stay there after christmas and it won't be another FYE experience. Anyway I'm probably going to end up shooting myself in Robert's class because she's gonna be exactly like Ms. Crowley and call me Ashley all year long and I can't take another teacher like that. I want to drop this gay sewing class because me+sewing= do not mix well. Like I said to Jackie..

KonstantineXoX0: i wanna drop this gay sewing class
KonstantineXoX0: me+sewing=do not mix together well
SensesFailx143x: haha haha
SensesFailx143x: gooba
SensesFailx143x: sewing thats hott
KonstantineXoX0: lol not at all
SensesFailx143x: lol
KonstantineXoX0: im going to like sew my hand to a piece of fabric and end up with another ugly scar on my hand lol
SensesFailx143x: haha

Yah see the story with the scar is like in 8th grade we had to make keildoscope thingys right, and well Ms. Perry is a gross dyke and told me mine didn't work right or whatev and to take the tape off. So I couldn't take it off because it was like mailing tape or some shit like that and I'm like WTF so I get a pen to kinda like scrape it off and I miss and bamm right into my hand. Now I have an ugly scar on my hand. Plus 7th grade Home Ec was enough man.

So I told my mom that I wanted to get out and go shopping today. She goes well go you have 5 bucks. OH YAH THATS GONNA GET ME SOMEWHERE. THAT'LL BUY ME LIKE HALF A SLEEVE OF A SHIRT. She's like well what do you want to go for clothes? and I was like yeah...and shes like Why? and I was like ummm for school and shes like We already went school shopping. I was like Mom, I got 2 pairs of pants and 2 shirts, thats not school shopping. Her, herself said I needed new shirts and all she gives me is 2. I have hardly any pants either and I need new hoodies because mine are like all too small or I don't wear anymore. My dad gave her fuckin 75 bucks today so why can't I use that to buy stuff. It's supposed to be for me anyway. Jesus fucking christ. October is not comming fast enough. I'm gonna change my licence to NH. I'll prob get shit for that. My dad was bitching at me because I said I wanted a nextel but I have to wait till March. THAT'S TOO LONG FOR ME. You can get your own account when you're 18 but I think you need a down payment or something. So I'm thinking if I have a job I'll be able to do so cos I'll still be on my dads car insurance so I won't have to worry but of corse he has to be gay and give me a lecture about getting a credit card and doesn't want me to fall into the "trap" he did or end up going for another bankrupcy like my mom. Well, I'm not them and I'm not, not going to get one just because they fucked up. Whatever. Maybe this year I will just focus on getting a job and worry more about school then I ever did. Except no way in hell am I reading those fucking summer reading books. I haven't done them since middle school and I don't plan on making this year different.

Well thats fucking great my mom puts her boyfriend before me though. She comes in and she's like if Arthur comes in and asks how Alien was just tell him it was okay.. and I'm like uh.. okay. Then she's like Oh I made you a salad and 2 steak tips but Arthur is out there right now so you'll have to sit on a little stool. Fuck that shit. I told her I'd wait till his done. Maybe this is the reason why I like my dad better because he pays more attention to me and what I want and pretty much spoils me. Oh well. Anyway I'm done. Good Luck to anyone who actually reads this.
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