Feb 19, 2010 11:00
Had another effed up dream last night. But first let me explain the dream I had. We got home and it was my turn to sit on watch, so I go across the street, so I look down the hill-like thing.I see a zombie and try to shoot him. No ammo. Shit. Then all the zombies see me. I run into the house, which has already been compromised. My dream family has all be eaten, and the zombies were inside. It turns out that they are intelligent zombies who want me to be their leader, but they will only do it if I truly believe in what they stand for (which I guess is eating people). One zombie wants to eat of my fingers. The girl talking me won't let him. I go into my room and cry b/c I am scared. I wake up.
LAST NIGHT -
I am supposed to be nannying these two young children, like 1 and 3ish. Both girls. Now I can see the future, and I see that I am going to try and get murdered in my sleep by this obsessed kid who is in love with me/the mom of the kids. The mom is going to a girls night, so I don't tell her this. (The girls night was on Cran-hill, but it was all turned around. I have a different reality of that place too. There is a bigger lake and jumping cliffs and it's more like a little town.) Anyway, I try to figure out how I'm not going to die, and this kid break in. He wants to kill me/have his way with me/play with the kids. So I try to connect with him and figure him out so I can help him. He demands that I make him fudge brownies, so I do. But I don't set the timer. Next I distract him with video games. He looks at me and sees what I am doing and tells me "this is what happens (referring to himself) when bad things happen". I look at him and tell him my life thus far hasn't been good either. We begin to color. Things go smoothly, I stay alive. A few months pass by and I am in a bathroom stall with no tp. I ask for some and he pops out and tells me we are going to be together in death. I wake up.