May 05, 2004 23:13
i just realized how green everything turned.
how it is already may.
the beginning of the end.
about 16ish more days until prom ( our real last day of school).
may!!! jesus. i have been waiting for may of my senior year for as long as i can remember, and now i want to hold on to every second for as long as i can ( minus the ap exams). this is IT!
highschool really wasnt that bad. in the end, i know i will smile and remember the good times. and we cant deny that we've had some pretttty good times.
its just an odd feeling. everything ending.
damn the oc!!! i cannot wait that long for a new season. fall seems so distant and strange.
yet the season is slowly coming to an end. cheezy i know! but oh well.
next week i will take my last ap. FOR EVER.
there are so many lasts i cant even begin.
yet i feel like everything is coming together. slowly, but surely.
and yes, this fairy tail ( ha!) will have a happy ending.
ps- i love you baby. ( and you thought i forgot about you ;0) )