so much to do, too little time
I love being a procrastinator. I really do. Especially around Christmas time, just because it really gets me into the spirit to go out one day and buy more than I can lug around. At least, I'm hoping that things still work like that this year!
I have an interview tomorrow with The Better Business Bureau...so I will need some luck to go with me! It will really cut into things if I decide to go back to school this spring, but right now, it doesn't seem like that will be too much of an issue...seeing that I don't have the financial ability to go back right now, or even the mental capacity that it would require at this time in my life. Oh well.
I have to pay some bills (because I keep forgetting to do that and people don't like it much), I have to finally sell some books back to school (even though I flaked out months ago and could've gotten more money then), I have to deposit a check, I have to take time out to enjoy the day, I have to send out my Christmas cards, and so much more. ERRRRRRRR.
I am just working on getting by, day to day. Things are new and just not right for me right now...I think that working so much lately has actually kept me a little sane while still throwing me into an unparallelled state of insanity all on its own. I can't explain me too well right now. I don't know what I want in my life right now which makes it somewhat difficult to have any motivation whatsoever. Sometimes I just hate life, but yet I stay just optimistic enough to enjoy the good things that it has to offer.
I hope that everyone is having a great holiday season and looking at the positive in everything that comes their ways this time of year (and all others as well). Things don't always go the way we want them too, but all we can do (as cliche as it may be) is take those lemons and make some lemonade. Now, all I have to do is take a dose of my own medicine and learn to get through my own life.
Oh. I keep forgetting to mention...or maybe I might have already... The new Matchbox Twenty cd, More Than You Think You Are...is the best $10 I have spent in the longest time! I haven't enjoyed a cd so much in a while (I even like it more than my Coyote Ugly soundtrack!)
HAPPY HOLIDAYS!
Merry Christmas to all...and to all a goodnight! ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz............................................................................ . . . . .
I have an interview tomorrow with The Better Business Bureau...so I will need some luck to go with me! It will really cut into things if I decide to go back to school this spring, but right now, it doesn't seem like that will be too much of an issue...seeing that I don't have the financial ability to go back right now, or even the mental capacity that it would require at this time in my life. Oh well.
I have to pay some bills (because I keep forgetting to do that and people don't like it much), I have to finally sell some books back to school (even though I flaked out months ago and could've gotten more money then), I have to deposit a check, I have to take time out to enjoy the day, I have to send out my Christmas cards, and so much more. ERRRRRRRR.
I am just working on getting by, day to day. Things are new and just not right for me right now...I think that working so much lately has actually kept me a little sane while still throwing me into an unparallelled state of insanity all on its own. I can't explain me too well right now. I don't know what I want in my life right now which makes it somewhat difficult to have any motivation whatsoever. Sometimes I just hate life, but yet I stay just optimistic enough to enjoy the good things that it has to offer.
I hope that everyone is having a great holiday season and looking at the positive in everything that comes their ways this time of year (and all others as well). Things don't always go the way we want them too, but all we can do (as cliche as it may be) is take those lemons and make some lemonade. Now, all I have to do is take a dose of my own medicine and learn to get through my own life.
Oh. I keep forgetting to mention...or maybe I might have already... The new Matchbox Twenty cd, More Than You Think You Are...is the best $10 I have spent in the longest time! I haven't enjoyed a cd so much in a while (I even like it more than my Coyote Ugly soundtrack!)
HAPPY HOLIDAYS!
Merry Christmas to all...and to all a goodnight! ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz............................................................................ . . . . .