Update
So the biggest update as of now is that I have a post-college job lined up. I'll be working at Time Warner Cable in Orange. I don't yet have a place to live, but I'm working on that. Several friends have offered their spare beds, couches, and chairs for my use should I have no place to rest my head once evicted from the jail cell in which I currently reside. I love my friends and don't know what I would do without them.
Finishing college scares me. A lot.
What will become of my employment at Disneyland I do not know. My job at Time Warner will eventually become mostly full-time, although i do not know when that transition will take place. And to be honest, I don't thoroughly enjoy working at Disneyland as much of my co-workers do. The single thing I want to do there is be a jungle cruise skipper, but I don't know how much I can take before I can even TRY to get into such a position. I love Disneyland as a guest, not as a cast member. But I still love and appreciate the other cast members. I'm just not meant to be one of them.
And I love having my head massaged. My friend massaged my head and played with my hair last night, and after a few minutes she said to me "This makes me wish I was dating someone." I replied that I had been thinking the same thing. Some day the right person will come around the bend and into my life. Until then, I wait, sometimes patiently and sometimes not-so-patiently. And in 5 weeks, a goal and a dream I set in high school will become un-reached, and the deadline will be changed to whenever my death occurs. Hopefully that goal will be more realistic and achievable.
Finishing college scares me. A lot.
What will become of my employment at Disneyland I do not know. My job at Time Warner will eventually become mostly full-time, although i do not know when that transition will take place. And to be honest, I don't thoroughly enjoy working at Disneyland as much of my co-workers do. The single thing I want to do there is be a jungle cruise skipper, but I don't know how much I can take before I can even TRY to get into such a position. I love Disneyland as a guest, not as a cast member. But I still love and appreciate the other cast members. I'm just not meant to be one of them.
And I love having my head massaged. My friend massaged my head and played with my hair last night, and after a few minutes she said to me "This makes me wish I was dating someone." I replied that I had been thinking the same thing. Some day the right person will come around the bend and into my life. Until then, I wait, sometimes patiently and sometimes not-so-patiently. And in 5 weeks, a goal and a dream I set in high school will become un-reached, and the deadline will be changed to whenever my death occurs. Hopefully that goal will be more realistic and achievable.