Jun 04, 2004 22:06
Well after everything that has gone down the last 3 days, i cant help but think that i have been so blessed to have friends like mine. I know we all have our problems and there are times when we cant stand eachother but i think that after all this to not have them would have made everything soooo much harder. I hurt my older sister so much. I have become a hipocrit (sp?). I told myself i would never be one of those girls and now I am. I dont need to spell out the detail all that matters is I am sorry. I wish I could go back and change everything. I know what we did was a mistake but i have to be honest and say I dont regret it. I am just happy that I have friends like I do. jaime was there for me. She took care of me when I thought i couldnt handle it anymore. I seriously thought I was going to explode. I couldnt stop shaking and my mind was running circles. My whole family knows what i did, and they all say the same thing. My step mom called me and decided to tell me what a bad person i am, and how she feels sorry for all my friends because i am such a bad one.... I understand that she wants to protect her daughter but i dont think she went about it in the right way. oh well shit happens............. I am sorry there is nothing more i can say. I do want to tell jaime and beans that i appreciate all the support you have given me. I dont know where i would be..... I think it is about time that we take a little ride out to kroncite........ i need some sand lovin....