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Putting aside the reno nightmares in the day, I had a really great day today.
Gillex's wedding was incredible. Despite the crazy 600++ turn out, the wedding was intimate, fun, heartfelt and the food was great. Everything was perfect. It's so beautiful, seeing two people who's been through so much together, so deeply committed, with so much love for each other, ready to take on the next phase of their lives. I couldn't feel happier for them. I feel so incredibly happy. Like Faye said, for the first time in 2 years, it wasn't really about anything else but the pure unadulterated happiness for someone else. I didn't wish I had that, I've moved on from that.
It was great spending time with Faye today, trying to hang out and be as much of a friend as I could be, given how I'm terrible at being one. I'm choosing to reconnect with friends over hanging out with new people. I'm looking forward to spending more time with her :)
I feel really bad for not joining Yl at Velvet today though. Just trying to keep my focus on one thing at a time.
I hope that works out.
In other news, I received the surprise in the mail today. Toe underwear. I asked YY about it, and she has no idea what it is either. Amazon's gift thing doesn't tell me who the sender is either, so it is still a huge ? right now. Doesn't help that I don't even know what I'm supposed to do with this, so I guess it is back to square one.
Gillex's wedding was incredible. Despite the crazy 600++ turn out, the wedding was intimate, fun, heartfelt and the food was great. Everything was perfect. It's so beautiful, seeing two people who's been through so much together, so deeply committed, with so much love for each other, ready to take on the next phase of their lives. I couldn't feel happier for them. I feel so incredibly happy. Like Faye said, for the first time in 2 years, it wasn't really about anything else but the pure unadulterated happiness for someone else. I didn't wish I had that, I've moved on from that.
It was great spending time with Faye today, trying to hang out and be as much of a friend as I could be, given how I'm terrible at being one. I'm choosing to reconnect with friends over hanging out with new people. I'm looking forward to spending more time with her :)
I feel really bad for not joining Yl at Velvet today though. Just trying to keep my focus on one thing at a time.
I hope that works out.
In other news, I received the surprise in the mail today. Toe underwear. I asked YY about it, and she has no idea what it is either. Amazon's gift thing doesn't tell me who the sender is either, so it is still a huge ? right now. Doesn't help that I don't even know what I'm supposed to do with this, so I guess it is back to square one.