Mar 30, 2006 01:42
sup peoplez.. even though no1 checks this nemore except 4 my mom every once in a while ... not much has happened... broke up with john recently..... was looking forward to a friends bday party this weekend... doesnt look like thats going to come through.... damn... y are most of the guys i know that are into me have to be so wronge for me?.... me and brian dont talk anymore.. ive even deleted his number from my phone... and delmer said i wasnt "alloud" to go to college.... the guys either drink waaaay too much, have too big of an ego to admit they were wrong and get over it so we could atleast be frineds, or have premisconceptions on what the female role in society is....blah... one day i will find a right person... but im actually pretty busy nowadays... what with working 40 hrs a week and graduating soon... i jsut wish i could take off and run away ... just for a little while... lol.... then ill come back to the real world as my mom calls it... the place i know nothing about... hopefully ill be pretty much settled by the time im 30.. wow.. im only 17 and lookin foward to 30... lol...