Dec 27, 2003 01:14
Ok well I'm sorry w/ my neglecting the journal. I know I promised I'd be better w/ this, but honestly...I can't. I mean I'll still read everyone's entries, and try to comment. Just don't take offense or anything if you don't hear from me all the time. I could sit here and lie and say it's just b/c I don't have the time. It's just lately I haven't felt like being the little journal surfer/comment whore I usually am. I haven't really been myself lately. I try to keep this whole facade that I'm ok and nothing's wrong. Everything is completely the opposite. I just don't like to burden anyone w/ my problems while I know they have their own to worry ab/. I don't know what's really wrong w/ me, but I just haven't felt like myself lately. For one...this whole BSB coming back thing...that should really make me giddy, but it doesn't. I'm just like...ooh...nice. I still am very much the fan as I was...but I guess I'm just kinda...over it or maybe once they get to heavy promotion, I'll get more excited over it. I just think I've been so off the bsb loop like everyone else has been. Who knows.
Enough w/ that. Let's get w/ the Christmas stuff shall we? I had a nice one. Got some nice stuff. DVD Player, Charlie's Angels DVD, Charlie's Angels: Full Throttle DVD, Coverage -- Mandy Moore, First Good Charlotte cd, The Logan Saga by VC Andrews, Comforter Set, new computer chair, 2 sets of pjs, Lucky You perfume, and a "K" necklace from my aunt. Plus Jess-Jess got me a Good Charlotte calendar, and I still have Steph's present coming to me. Yeah good x-mas for me. I was still kinda lacking the Christmas spirit, so I wrote all my friends a nice little e-mail. Just ab/ all of them wrote me back, so that really made me feel better. Making people happy really puts me in a good mood. It just does.
Anyways...I'm off to go watch my dvds.