-;- when you lay your head down, how do you sleep at night?
Heeeyyyy! Ok well in a few minutes, I'll be going grocery shopping w/ my mom, so I'll try to make this quick. I swear I've been to Wal-Mart 4 times this week. I practically live there. I'm just glad to be spending some much needed time w/ my mom. Yesterday we went to Wal-Mart to get my dad some stuff for his birthday. On the way back home, I don't know how we got into the conversation but...I started talking to my mom ab/ how I realize how lucky I am to have the dad that I do, and all this stuff. I even told her why I used to fight w/ him so much. See...we moved to Florida b/c not only cuz of my little brother, but my Dad had this trucking job where we rarely saw him like once a week, and at one point it had been a month or so before we saw him again. It was a really hard time on all of us, and so we moved to Florida. I guess I just resented him for moving to Florida. I really miss Ohio sometimes, even though now I love Florida. I wouldn't have gotten to do a lot of things had I still been in Ohio, but at first...it was really hard for me to make friends b/c let's face it...kids are cruel. I got picked on for my weight, my speech problem, the clothes I wore, my teeth...just ab/ everything. I blamed my dad for all this. My mom asked me what made me change and I told her how I had watched this special on BSB, and AJ talked ab/ his Dad leaving him and Kevin talked ab/ his Dad dying of cancer, and it helped me come to my senses. Now I get along great w/ my dad. It was just a really nice Mother/Daughter talk to have. It felt nice to have gotten that off my chest.
Anyways...I didn't get to sleep till like 4am this morning, for I was working on Kaotic Road Dogg, and talking to this girl from my rpg. Dude...the girl said Ew to Erik. *pause* I didn't even think that was possible! *shakes head* Some people just can't see hotness like I can. lol j/p.
I gotta go now though b/c my dad just brought my lil bro home b/c he wasn't feeling good, so I don't know if my mom's gonna take him w/ us or just have me stay home to watch him. I hope she just leaves him here. Mean thing to say yes I know, but he doesn't feel good, so he can just lie down while we're gone. He'll live. I stay home by myself when I'm sick all the time. He's 14 years old. I think he'll be allright.
Anyways...I didn't get to sleep till like 4am this morning, for I was working on Kaotic Road Dogg, and talking to this girl from my rpg. Dude...the girl said Ew to Erik. *pause* I didn't even think that was possible! *shakes head* Some people just can't see hotness like I can. lol j/p.
I gotta go now though b/c my dad just brought my lil bro home b/c he wasn't feeling good, so I don't know if my mom's gonna take him w/ us or just have me stay home to watch him. I hope she just leaves him here. Mean thing to say yes I know, but he doesn't feel good, so he can just lie down while we're gone. He'll live. I stay home by myself when I'm sick all the time. He's 14 years old. I think he'll be allright.