i could kill you, sure, but i could only make you cry with these words
i'm at work waiting on the ups driver to get here so i can load his truck and leave.
i have never felt so hopeless, lonely, and depressed in my entire life as i do now. it started about 2-3 weeks ago. one night i was playing chess and smoking out with my roommate while listening to kid a and a particular thought popped into my head. i was waiting on dustin to make his move so i closed my eyes and started thinking more about the thought i had. in a matter of minutes i had a profound personal realization that devastated my self-confidence, happiness (what little i had), and hope. it bothers me so much that i refuse to mention it to anyone.
also, someone i care deeply about is throwing her life down the drain. it's so sad to see someone with so much potential give it all up for nothing in the end. thinking about it upsets me so i'm done talking about it.
ups just got here. gtg.
i have never felt so hopeless, lonely, and depressed in my entire life as i do now. it started about 2-3 weeks ago. one night i was playing chess and smoking out with my roommate while listening to kid a and a particular thought popped into my head. i was waiting on dustin to make his move so i closed my eyes and started thinking more about the thought i had. in a matter of minutes i had a profound personal realization that devastated my self-confidence, happiness (what little i had), and hope. it bothers me so much that i refuse to mention it to anyone.
also, someone i care deeply about is throwing her life down the drain. it's so sad to see someone with so much potential give it all up for nothing in the end. thinking about it upsets me so i'm done talking about it.
ups just got here. gtg.