pathetic
the lives of those around me
i have a life that is...
chaotic.to put it mildly.i have a life that is...beneficial...monetarily.i have a life that is...amorous...
emotionally.I had a life that was...hungry...
emotionally.I had a life that was starved...
physically...I had a life that was exhausting...
mentally...and I had a past that predominantly was good, but at some points horrific.
Theoretically, my life is perfect.
And here's the hypothesis as to why:
In everyday that I have lived I have had a glimmer of hope in my self. My soul held some divine light that stopped me from going too deep, from taking that hit, from snorting that line.
I hated me enough to stay honest with myself to the point of brutality, but I did not leave myself hopeless and loveless enough to lick my wounds with no anesthetic. keep on keepin on, for those of you i love that can still read without tweaking out of your skin or hitting the glass dick or shooting up or grabbin that extra shot, remember that you are the ones the hurting will come to, or you may be the ones that the hurting will hurt, either way you are crucial to my life, and eventually to Kory's. Love you Always,
MamaMia
i have a life that is...
chaotic.to put it mildly.i have a life that is...beneficial...monetarily.i have a life that is...amorous...
emotionally.I had a life that was...hungry...
emotionally.I had a life that was starved...
physically...I had a life that was exhausting...
mentally...and I had a past that predominantly was good, but at some points horrific.
Theoretically, my life is perfect.
And here's the hypothesis as to why:
In everyday that I have lived I have had a glimmer of hope in my self. My soul held some divine light that stopped me from going too deep, from taking that hit, from snorting that line.
I hated me enough to stay honest with myself to the point of brutality, but I did not leave myself hopeless and loveless enough to lick my wounds with no anesthetic. keep on keepin on, for those of you i love that can still read without tweaking out of your skin or hitting the glass dick or shooting up or grabbin that extra shot, remember that you are the ones the hurting will come to, or you may be the ones that the hurting will hurt, either way you are crucial to my life, and eventually to Kory's. Love you Always,
MamaMia