yep, that time again, I suppose.
I haven't been on this thing in months. I don't even know when I last posted here. Stupid MySpace sucked me in instead.
I am about three weeks from my due date. I have had contractions regularly for about two hours a day now.
Just not long enough to go to the hospital. Kind of sucks, but it has motivated my fat ass to clean my room
in preparation for my bundle. I tried to hide my nerves until now, but now I am officially freaking out.
I want to be a good mother. But I know that is what my mother wanted too. Everyone I guess goes through a time
when they think that their mom is horrible and fucked up some portion of their lives, but I don't want my son to
go through that... It doesn't matter right this second anyways. I am more nervous that I will go into labor with no
one around to take me to the hospital. Lol. How bad would it suck to be all alone? Star did it. I could too. I really
want my friends to understand that I love them, and I appreciate the fact that they have put up with
my pregnant ass for so long. I will be back to normal soon. And I want you guys to come see me after the baby
gets here. He'll already know your voices, might as well meet you all in person as soon as possible. And I still
think he will be cute enough to make Meghan go "awwwww". lol. more after I eat. Peace out.
I am about three weeks from my due date. I have had contractions regularly for about two hours a day now.
Just not long enough to go to the hospital. Kind of sucks, but it has motivated my fat ass to clean my room
in preparation for my bundle. I tried to hide my nerves until now, but now I am officially freaking out.
I want to be a good mother. But I know that is what my mother wanted too. Everyone I guess goes through a time
when they think that their mom is horrible and fucked up some portion of their lives, but I don't want my son to
go through that... It doesn't matter right this second anyways. I am more nervous that I will go into labor with no
one around to take me to the hospital. Lol. How bad would it suck to be all alone? Star did it. I could too. I really
want my friends to understand that I love them, and I appreciate the fact that they have put up with
my pregnant ass for so long. I will be back to normal soon. And I want you guys to come see me after the baby
gets here. He'll already know your voices, might as well meet you all in person as soon as possible. And I still
think he will be cute enough to make Meghan go "awwwww". lol. more after I eat. Peace out.