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I just feel terrible. Broke with matt has been hard mainly because we get on so well but he leaves me alone and i need someone who is more emotionally supportive. I feel sick alot and tearful and lonely. I seem to have lost my friends, but its not that i can face seeing anyone anyway.i had fun in prague for new year, a few tears when i was hammered and more self harm urges than i feel comfortable with. soon ill be going to matts gym next week i hope to work out all this pain there.