Unsaid, undone , and left
That big emptiness in my heart forever, that closeness , and that feeling is indescribable. i know things are very different now, i am still very sad ,but life still moves on, with many lovely people surrounding me.
Every morning when i woke up, i thought i felt better, especially when i am pre occupied with activities.but whenever night falls, i really cant help but to think, and memories start to surface on my mind. Especially at night, whenever i use my com with that big figure beside me. But now, its gone. I hate that uneasiness. I really hate to be alone now. Arrr :( but i really want to thank for everyone's accompany.
I really miss my dad alot. I am so tired of missing ones that i will never see forever. My heart really aches alot. :( sigh.
I will recover for sure, Give me more time, even it gonna takes very long.
its something that have been coping in my heart for long and i felt much better after spilling out . Oh well.
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