Aug 16, 2009 16:37
I'm beginning to wish that I was staying in Maine for college this year. It was important for me to leave the state to have the new experiences that I did, but the end of this summer is making me realize how good my friends here are to me and how much fun I used to have with them. I'm leaving all of this for a lonely single dorm. What doesn't kill you will make you stronger, right?
The past school year has filled with me a lot of bitterness. I don't like it. It feels poisonous. I want to be kind and patient and forgiving. I let my bad temper get the best of me. I need to let go as much bitterness as possible before the semester begins so I don't hurt people. Just because I'm going through a hard time does not mean I should make the people around me suffer too.
Didn't get enough sleep last night, so I'm feeling crabby today. I think I'll spend the rest of tonight reading and get a good night's sleep. The house is a bit messy, so I'll clean tomorrow and then start packing for school.