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I try not to be sad. If it can be helped, sadness is a waste of emotion and time. Often, trying to keep that emotion at bay, it becomes overwhelming. I wonder if this is how I'm going to be for my whole life. Sometimes I feel like I've made no progress in my 20 years. So, I figure this: don't wait around for things to change, to suddenly be happier. I will do something everyday for myself that makes me happy. Life isn't always kind, I might as well be kind to myself.