Jun 21, 2004 13:57
o.k. I know I haven't updated or commented in a long time but I have an excuse. I didn't have a computer. oh well. so. my number changed again.
783-0221
call me anybody. It would be cool to hang out w/ anyone. I am kinda bored. any one want to hang out up here? there is a field type deal for a back yard and I just painted my room green. there is woods too if any one wants to take a trek. My summer was going awsome. best summer yet.
BUT...
I moved once again. I haven't seen the people I have wanted to see.
Karen, Nat, Courtney, Danielle, Zak, nicole. you know. the cool people. I saw Kristin and Bethanie this summer. along w/ some Auburn friends but that isn't enough for me. I am definatly going to EL next year. :Tear: I am living w/ my Gram until I graduate. I was told I had to. boo hoo. It is an awsome oppurtunity for me to grow and succeed but I miss you all so much. my life is becoming stable now that I have a job and will be getting my licence and I have a permanent place to stay and all. It scares me sooo much. I break down and cry almost every day now and I really cant stop it. I feel my life is in the hands of everyone else. I am the only one who doesn't have a hand on the reigns. just call me please. I don't give a fuck if you don't call people. just make an exception for me please. I am waiting by the phone for someone to call and I would love if I actually got a call. Someone I know did something SOO incredibly stupid. I was not mad. I was dissapionted. difference. I was soo hurt when I found out I really didn't know what to do. I lectured them for a long time. does lecturing really help? nope. fuck it. Anyways.... what's up in the magical land of people that I don't hear from? I didn't really get a proper goodbye from alot of people. If somebody is open Thursday, You should come over for dinner. if anybody is open Saturday, you should come to a pow-wow w/ me. I will be decked out in my new regalia. Yahooo!! bring a couple bucks to buy something at the traders and stuff. sound like fun? call me.
783-0221
even if you don't want to hang out, call me. I want to hear from all of you! I got new Spongebob boxers!! and I got these dull ones. bleh. Call me as soon as you can so I know your coming thursday or this weekend. hell, call me today, I'll be home.
well, I have to go. don't forget about me. please.
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Steven
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