Bleeding Orange In An Amaretto Pool
i want someone to share a big secret with me.
i want to braid my hair.
i want to sit in a hot car and fall alseep for hours and wake up when the stars are out, and then go somewhere and eat really bad food.
i want the smell of elementary classrooms back.
i want the small high of buying a new shirt.
i want someone to contain me so i can just scream and cry for two minutes.
i wanna drink red koolaid out of a disney cup with a crazy straw.
i want that sweet smell you get from sitting next to a bowl full of oranges.
i want to crochet a scarf.
i want to smoke an entire pack of cigarettes sitting on the roof of a stranger's car in the middle of the night while some neighborhood dog barks at my shadow.
i want the glow of the streetlights to highlight my hair.
i want to walk around barefoot for a day.
i want to swing on a child's playground for forever.
i want to kiss the lips and hear the whisper of the one that needs me.
something needs to happen before i explode.
i want to braid my hair.
i want to sit in a hot car and fall alseep for hours and wake up when the stars are out, and then go somewhere and eat really bad food.
i want the smell of elementary classrooms back.
i want the small high of buying a new shirt.
i want someone to contain me so i can just scream and cry for two minutes.
i wanna drink red koolaid out of a disney cup with a crazy straw.
i want that sweet smell you get from sitting next to a bowl full of oranges.
i want to crochet a scarf.
i want to smoke an entire pack of cigarettes sitting on the roof of a stranger's car in the middle of the night while some neighborhood dog barks at my shadow.
i want the glow of the streetlights to highlight my hair.
i want to walk around barefoot for a day.
i want to swing on a child's playground for forever.
i want to kiss the lips and hear the whisper of the one that needs me.
something needs to happen before i explode.