Whats the fastest cake in the world??
Have you ever had the feeling that everything in the world is moving forward, but your just standing still in time?
I feel like I'm always that step behind everyone else.
Back in primary school when everyone seemed to have started 'pairing up' and having a 'first kiss' I felt like I was the only one who really couldn't have given a crap about boys and kissing.
A few years later comes along highschool, by the time I got my first crush majority of the class was drinking every other weekend and some were even smoking then by the time I had my first taste of alcahol half the class was having sex with anything with a pulse.
I realise that EVERYONE wasn't doing all this, there are even those that still haven't, but yet at the times it just felt like it.
It feels as though everyones moving forward and I'm standing still.
I want to get out, have the expierance of living away form home for more then a week. The pressure of having to work to pay the rent and buy enough food that will sustain myself for at least a week. The possibility of getting a second job. I like to feel under pressure and I dont want it to be because of homework of exams or somethin like that.
Almost dailey I look in the paper to check out houses and jobs going, one day I might find a nice traineeship or apprentiship that I can apply for, something I can work towards.
I know I have it good here, I have everything i want, I am soo not disagreeing with that, but yet, I want to earn ..something for myself.
I wonder If I jumped on a plane one day and came out in Melbourne or something like that, how long I could go for?
Probably not long but the challenge would be there (Oh and dont worry, I would find an internet cafe and update my blog so ya knew i wasn't dead haha)
But hey, I'm not complaining. I have had the happiest few days, just well..because.
A positive frame of mind helps I suppose lol.
Work tomorrow then again on Sunday.
I seem to be really into writing these days, dont know what set that of, just started one day lol.
Well I'm off, got some baking to do.
Quick question first though..
Whats the fastest cake in the world..???
Scone!!!
hahahahah xD