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well, its the 12 day of my plan and i have lost 5 or 6 lbs. i quite pleased with myself seeing as i had only calculated to loose 2 lbs per whole week. so, i am 1 or 2 lbs ahead of schedule. its crunch time though. its not enough. i must work harder. i have 1 week before i go home and i want to make my parents feel aweful for sending me to boarding school and let me come back home. i know, its mean. but im deperate! i know that im at that fateful point where i can turn back or i can keep going. ive been here so many times before and i almost always chose to keep going. so why am i even contemplating it? its not like its any different this time. i havent b/p'd in a week adn im so proud of myself. i thought the cycle would never end. ive got to take ACTs tomarrow and my medicine is making me feel crazy so im scared i cant do it. oh well, i guess all i can do is try.
5'5
hw:126(average.eww.)
lw:91(at 5'4)
cw:116
gw1:110(bmi below 18.5)
gw2:104(then re-evaluate)
5'5
hw:126(average.eww.)
lw:91(at 5'4)
cw:116
gw1:110(bmi below 18.5)
gw2:104(then re-evaluate)