This is our last goodbye

[skinlike_butter]

let me just say one thing

Graduation today broke me into two categories

One
i will never be with all those wonderful people i know, and i regret not making more connections with people.

two
i'm learning how to ditach myself from people. Let old feelings go.
...but it hurts in such a way that makes me cry from a different place.

everytime i huged someone, i felt my relationsip with them vanish.

(i would name everyone...but you know, thats alittle much.)

i'm in pain thinking about it

and i wanted to huge "someone" deeper then i did.
[NOT because your think i'm obsessed with him]
...i'm just really going to miss him, and i dont know why...which makes me even more confused?

all my friends, i love you

i will never forget the things you have done for me

i hope i didnt come off as a weird girl who hid her feelings the past four years, talk anddid things in a loud way.... and saying the wrong things at the wrong time.

i regret not letting people get to know the real me.
just about 3 people did.

well i'm off,

i love every single one of you

really, i do