i have a smily face on my kneee....and a china men on my fore arm

[skinlike_butter]

paid for my cap and gown today.
my mom went to her doctor's appointment
with Her sergon ...their gunna wait like 4 months to do the scope operation, and then reverse the colostomy!!!

time goes by fast.

i reall have to start going to my independant studies/adult school,

thanks amber for sorting out my priorities...spelled that hella wrong. i feel crushed, not in the sad by, but i cant seem to feel happy, even when things go right.

i take better pictures when i'm agnery.

i miss eliana alot more now.
i want to visit her,
and spend time with her doing out usual things
i want to get to know her friends
i want to explore.
i just miss old time altogether

jessica's going to San Deigo
i'll be commuting up ther like twice a month,
this is going to get sad.
omg....

thats why i need a reliable car
(haha)

i need to be alot nicer to my mom, i need to stop pmsing
its driving me insane