queen of spades.
incredible that after six months of making it evident that you no longer want anything to do with me I still grant you with the ability to make me feel like utter fucking shit. I need to fucking get my shit together, this is ridiculous. I'm better than this. Unfair that I get blamed by my mother for my disinterest. For chrissakes. I'm really the only one hanging on. I'm a fuck up. 'you aren't worth the waste of the salt or the fucking water'. I can't even fucking listen to the l. zep or p. floyd or anything else shared without getting incredibly fucking morose and/or pissed off. Good job you dumb slut, you almost ruined music for me.
1-JUN-04 BRAID / MINUS THE BEAR
I'm missing minus the bear again, it fucking sucks.
Do Make Say Think are playing two shows in a row, both 19+
unearth is June 9
Ferret 11th
darkest hour 18th
Pedro the lion is coming the 24th but it's too bad they blow.
mum too, but no thanks. 19+
Death from above is coming, 19+
dillinger is coming back (26&27) and it's FUCKING 20 DOLLARS
what the fuck?
I've heard from every university but the UofT St. George campus. This is fucking gaying up my life. I am so incredibly sick of waking up and dragging my ass to school every day, I just wish it were over. I thought I wanted high school to last for fucking ever, shit. I retract previous statements about wanting OAC back. I don't feel like dealing with anything right now, least of all school. I suck at life.
LASTLY, there's this awful adspamtoolbar thing and the buttons include things like "harcore fucking, children games, business school, ass fucking, nice people, house music, and prom hair" all arranged next to one another. Most hilarious assortment of the biggest fucking irrelevancies evarrrrrr. Either way this thing is cut. off the team. out of the family.
I wish I had a man like Bob Dylan, shwwwing. Or Robert Plant I guess.
Blow into my face with scorn
But it's not that way
I wasn't born to lose you
I want you, I want you
I want you so bad
The guilty undertaker sighs
The lonesome organ grinder cries
The silver saxophones say I should refuse you
The cracked bells and washed-out horns
Blow into my face with scorn
But it's not that way
I wasn't born to lose you
I want you, I want you
I want you so bad
Honey, I want you.
The drunken politician leaps
Upon the street where mothers weep
And the saviors who are fast asleep
They wait for you
And I wait for them to interrupt
Me drinkin' from my broken cup
And ask for me
Open up the gate for you
I want you, I want you
Yes, I want you so bad
Honey, I want you.
Now all my fathers they've gone down
True love they've been without it
But all their daughters put me down
'Cause I don't think about it.
Well, I return to the Queen of Spades
And talk with my chambermaid
She knows that I'm not afraid
To look at her
She is good to me
And there's nothing she doesn't see
She knows where I'd like to be
But it doesn't matter
I want you, I want you
Yes, I want you so bad
Honey, I want you.
Now your dancing child with his Chinese suit
He spoke to me, I took his flute
No, I wasn't very cute to him - Was I ?
But I did though because he lied
Because he took you for a ride
And because time was on his side
And because I ..
I want you, I want you
Yes, I want you so bad
Honey, I want you.
1-JUN-04 BRAID / MINUS THE BEAR
I'm missing minus the bear again, it fucking sucks.
Do Make Say Think are playing two shows in a row, both 19+
unearth is June 9
Ferret 11th
darkest hour 18th
Pedro the lion is coming the 24th but it's too bad they blow.
mum too, but no thanks. 19+
Death from above is coming, 19+
dillinger is coming back (26&27) and it's FUCKING 20 DOLLARS
what the fuck?
I've heard from every university but the UofT St. George campus. This is fucking gaying up my life. I am so incredibly sick of waking up and dragging my ass to school every day, I just wish it were over. I thought I wanted high school to last for fucking ever, shit. I retract previous statements about wanting OAC back. I don't feel like dealing with anything right now, least of all school. I suck at life.
LASTLY, there's this awful adspamtoolbar thing and the buttons include things like "harcore fucking, children games, business school, ass fucking, nice people, house music, and prom hair" all arranged next to one another. Most hilarious assortment of the biggest fucking irrelevancies evarrrrrr. Either way this thing is cut. off the team. out of the family.
I wish I had a man like Bob Dylan, shwwwing. Or Robert Plant I guess.
Blow into my face with scorn
But it's not that way
I wasn't born to lose you
I want you, I want you
I want you so bad
The guilty undertaker sighs
The lonesome organ grinder cries
The silver saxophones say I should refuse you
The cracked bells and washed-out horns
Blow into my face with scorn
But it's not that way
I wasn't born to lose you
I want you, I want you
I want you so bad
Honey, I want you.
The drunken politician leaps
Upon the street where mothers weep
And the saviors who are fast asleep
They wait for you
And I wait for them to interrupt
Me drinkin' from my broken cup
And ask for me
Open up the gate for you
I want you, I want you
Yes, I want you so bad
Honey, I want you.
Now all my fathers they've gone down
True love they've been without it
But all their daughters put me down
'Cause I don't think about it.
Well, I return to the Queen of Spades
And talk with my chambermaid
She knows that I'm not afraid
To look at her
She is good to me
And there's nothing she doesn't see
She knows where I'd like to be
But it doesn't matter
I want you, I want you
Yes, I want you so bad
Honey, I want you.
Now your dancing child with his Chinese suit
He spoke to me, I took his flute
No, I wasn't very cute to him - Was I ?
But I did though because he lied
Because he took you for a ride
And because time was on his side
And because I ..
I want you, I want you
Yes, I want you so bad
Honey, I want you.