been a grip long sence ive even seen this site.
well right now i am listening to every emo thing that mark has on his computer. ive been on my space for about 2 hours now, and really i wish that thing was never made. the only thing that it does it depress me. so when i look that that bullcrap that is on there it only makes me want to get away. speaking of away i wanna get away from here. not just a vacation, but a move. i kno that i need outa here because i have nearly no drama in my life and im craving outa here. i wanna go somewhere where i can live a little more. not just go the the movies, bowl, and party all the time. I want somewhere were i can go be adventurous. do things like swim in a random lake, chill at the beach and just do what ever the hell i wanna do. i figure that gives me my modivation for school and baseball. i see it that if i get better at both then i can be on my own. im 15 years old and feeling like im ready for the real world. well i think that im ready to go back on my space and see if i can just get tired and fall asleep.......