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Uhggg.....not sure really how to begin or where to start but oh well. today really wasnt the greatest. actually it was the worst of the summer. not really sure why im in such a whorible mood right now but ohh well. its the mood you get right before you get like almost depressed. i kno that i dont have much to get depressed about, but i didnt say that i was. i understand all the good things that are going on with me and all, i guess its just one shitty day. beep spent the night last night and he left at like 1 or 2. then i stayed around the house all day long and just kinda started this mood. around 330ish i had to get ready for my game, which i kinda sucked in, not bad, just not as good as i should be doing. then on the car ride home my dad decides that i need to get lessons agian, (the only thing is, he says the same thing everytime, and we do the same fucking thing). and he just kept putting in cheap shots the whole car ride home. so when we get home he kinda feels bad and goes out and pickes up dinnner (alwasys what he does....relizes that someones mad, then goes out and buys shit to cover it up or make something better, classicly hate it).then i started thinking about how i havent had a gurlfreind in 19 months(and im an idiot for counting) ive been kinda betrayed by some of my friends and kinda left behind so i guess im in that mysterious mood for that reason. anyways im gunna go. post if you please. later
~Brian
~Brian