My cat is on the floor looking at me, but for reasons of lighting and dots in my vision, I cant see him when I look at him, it looks like he is not there. Its only when I look above where he is, he pops out totally bright and visible, but when I look at him, he is just gone. Craziest thing.
The other night when I was out longboarding, I saw two raccoons in old town. I watched them for awhile... interesting creatures.
The cat is gone.
Sorry I got you stuck with singing on sunday Chris... but you really were a better choice. Although I didn't want to do it either, so fuck me, i guess.
I feel emo tonight... because I dont know who I am. I dont know how to be myself... I cant say what I want to say. I cant do what I want to do. And i dont know if what I want to do, is really what I want to do, or what society makes me want to do, or just a pathetic attempt to make myself different, so I'll be someone. Self confidence is lacking. Self awareness is slacking. G'night. This is probably going to be one of those postys I go back to the next day and edit.
I might make this shit friends only, just so I can know who is reading it. That way I can really lay it out without thinking twice. I'll make an official 'friends only' post for those who come knocking, so dont worry for now. Not that you would. ;)
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