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I just realized how great summer has been so far.
I just realized how shitty summer has been so far.
Since school got out I haven't seen anyone or spoke with anyone from school.
My days are spent at the cardiologist doing tests, being bored, and sleeping in really uncomfortable chairs as I realize that I'm not getting better and I hate going to the cardiologist. But this happens every summer so I should just deal with it.
GOOD STUFF OF SUMMER SO FAR:
-CHRIS! Chris happened and it's great. He's great.
-Graduation party was fun except I was hoping for more friends to show up.
-I managed to drink drink drink but not get drunk. (gotta love being italian)
BAD STUFF OF SUMMER SO FAR:
-I still haven't gotten a chance to drive to PA to vist Stevo
-Chris is leaving next monday and I won't be able to see him till my birthday.
-I haven't been able to see Christine and Butch! I MISS YOU GUYS! I HAVE SO MUCH TO TELL YOU!!! CALL ME DAMNIT! I WANT TO MAKE JELLO SHOTS WITH MY JELLO! (By the way that was the BEST present :P )
-I've been going to the cardiologist a lot
-I haven't seen any of my friends from school
-The shoulder doctor can't see me till July 15th the day before my two week vacation. SOoooo he won't be able to schedual my 2nd MRI or surgery till fall term starts at NU.
-I haven't been able to go to Alabama.
-My mom won't let me spin flag or rifle.
-My parents are not letting me do RWG next year. Which sucks because despite what other people may want to believe or want to think. I was really looking forward to going back and I've been going through so much PT just to be able to spin warm up and now I realize that my parents were setting me up for disappointment once again. RWG was probably one of greatest experiences I've had.
-I really miss alot of the people from RWG. I haven't seen anyone except for Stine and Butch since Nationals. I didn't get to go to Murr's graduation party even tho I was in the same city I've been a nanny all summer.
-Chris leaves in a week and then I won't be able to see him till my birthday. :(
So obviously the bad out weighs the good, but I mean.. Geesh.. I don't know what I mean. I just miss everyone. I'm tired of being bored.
I just realized how shitty summer has been so far.
Since school got out I haven't seen anyone or spoke with anyone from school.
My days are spent at the cardiologist doing tests, being bored, and sleeping in really uncomfortable chairs as I realize that I'm not getting better and I hate going to the cardiologist. But this happens every summer so I should just deal with it.
GOOD STUFF OF SUMMER SO FAR:
-CHRIS! Chris happened and it's great. He's great.
-Graduation party was fun except I was hoping for more friends to show up.
-I managed to drink drink drink but not get drunk. (gotta love being italian)
BAD STUFF OF SUMMER SO FAR:
-I still haven't gotten a chance to drive to PA to vist Stevo
-Chris is leaving next monday and I won't be able to see him till my birthday.
-I haven't been able to see Christine and Butch! I MISS YOU GUYS! I HAVE SO MUCH TO TELL YOU!!! CALL ME DAMNIT! I WANT TO MAKE JELLO SHOTS WITH MY JELLO! (By the way that was the BEST present :P )
-I've been going to the cardiologist a lot
-I haven't seen any of my friends from school
-The shoulder doctor can't see me till July 15th the day before my two week vacation. SOoooo he won't be able to schedual my 2nd MRI or surgery till fall term starts at NU.
-I haven't been able to go to Alabama.
-My mom won't let me spin flag or rifle.
-My parents are not letting me do RWG next year. Which sucks because despite what other people may want to believe or want to think. I was really looking forward to going back and I've been going through so much PT just to be able to spin warm up and now I realize that my parents were setting me up for disappointment once again. RWG was probably one of greatest experiences I've had.
-I really miss alot of the people from RWG. I haven't seen anyone except for Stine and Butch since Nationals. I didn't get to go to Murr's graduation party even tho I was in the same city I've been a nanny all summer.
-Chris leaves in a week and then I won't be able to see him till my birthday. :(
So obviously the bad out weighs the good, but I mean.. Geesh.. I don't know what I mean. I just miss everyone. I'm tired of being bored.