i dont know any more.....

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ive been feeling so cold lately...maybe its because the most dreadful holiday i fear so much is coming in 1 week....Honestly... know one likes to be alone... who would? i know im not better off by myself... im getting feelings for some one im so close with but yet i feel so far away....

I tried to be perfect.. but nothin was worth it...

I need to change....i cant fuck up ne more... its ruining me...i cant do it on my own though...

ur my weakness.........