another day is dawning

[skin_like_wintr]

so i was going to erase all of my former entries and start a new, but it is already proving to take to long. according to livejournal it has been a solid two years since i have made an entry. that is a very very substantial amount of time dear friends. here is an update for the past two years starting from least recent to most :

moved into my grandmothers home
started beauty school
found a new best friend alisha
saw someones true colors
lost an old friend
gained more new ones
learned lessons of patience through the eyes of 80
confronted a sea of lies
dealt with family secrets
went through depression
turned 19
graduated beauty school
became a hair stylist assistant at tigerlily salon
took cut and color classes
worked like a dog
met some amazingly talented ladies
went through more family trouble
my boss became manipulative
my boss became untrustworthy
my boss became evil
turned 20
celebrated a 3 year anniversary with scotty
left tigerlily salon
met some new friends
lost contact with some old friends
started working as a hair stylist at faces salon
life is good
scotty and my relationship dwindles
scotty and i rarely see each other
scotty is always working
i am sick and scotty is working
im depressed
im alone
scotty doesnt understand why im sad
scotty and i take a break
scotty and i officially break up
happy thanksgiving
i drink a bit
i smoke cigs a bit
i date around a bit
i cry a bit
merry christmas
im getting happier
work is slowly gaining momentum
i see old faces more often
i miss scotty
i dont want scotty
i dont know what i want
today is a new day, lets see what will happen next.....