"You say, I only hear what I want to, I dont listen hard....."

[skimbelina]

Where to start? Well, yesterday was the last League Meet Ill have in my High School career ::sheds tear::. Even though I feel like I did shitty, I had a good time. The bus ride home was sad. It hit me that I only have 4 real days of High School, and when it hit me, it hit me like a sack of bricks. I'm gonna miss everyone, even the occasional freshman that would take me out with their backpack while walking down the overly crowded portable hall ways. Remember when we were freshman? I dont think we ever carried backpacks that big. Owell. I'm going to miss track though. I spent more time with those people who knows, everyday after school for 3 years....daaaaayumn, the team is kind of like a second family. Everyone's close, there isnt anyone that no one really dislikes, and who else gives dedications on the long bus rides?

Is it bad to wanna be a little kid forever? I guess I really don't want to leave. No matter how excited I was for school to end, the closer it comes, the scareder I get. I'm not ready to move on. The way of life is cruel.I'm going to miss everyone, and it is sad that I am just really beginning to realize it now. I'm not ready to say goodbye. I'm not ready for change. I dont want this to end. :-(

"I thought, hey I can leave, I can leave
But now I know, that I was wrong...
Cause, Im gonnna miss you...."