Apr 26, 2011 16:32
I just want to puke so bad. Nothing ed related, I just want to throw up to get everything out. To cleanse myself. I'm so fucking stressed, finals in less than three weeks, holiday in 6.. I am so fucking fat/gross/whatever. I know I can pull losing 20 + pounds but I have to DO it. And I just sit here watching movies. Goddamnmotherfuckinggodfuckfuckfuck.
And the weather here is super good but I feel super ugly so yeah, no shorts and dresses for me. And also I got a new piercing in my neck so I can't wear my hair down. And with my hair up you see how ugly and fat my face is.
Need to get my fucking act together for real.