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I totally went overboard with food today, but I suppose I could've expected that. This attitude of not resenting myself after a blowout costs me less energy, but it makes me scared that I'm not hard enough on myself... I will have to exercise steadily the coming 4 days and I can't afford eating anything above my schedule. But if I keep up with that I should stay on track with my weightloss.
Here's something random. 2 embarassing facts about me:
1. I sweat quite a lot. Not even that much under my armpits, just everywhere. On my face, upperlip, forehead, between my boobs, my lower back, etc. I hate it. It's uncharming and feels so uncomfortable. It's a hereditary thing, but so very embarassing.
2. I snore. Heavily. I used to think it wasn't that bad, that my sister was just mocking me and my friends were overreacting. But nah, it is bad. It makes me afraid of sleeping over at people's, and I wonder what the HELL I will do if I start dating someone. It's so bad that some of my friends don't want to sleep in the same room as I do. It has something to do with not closing my mouth properly, had it from early age.
These two things embarass me even more because for me they are both associated with being fat. A heavy, sweaty, dirty person and a very obese snoring girl with apnea...
Here's something random. 2 embarassing facts about me:
1. I sweat quite a lot. Not even that much under my armpits, just everywhere. On my face, upperlip, forehead, between my boobs, my lower back, etc. I hate it. It's uncharming and feels so uncomfortable. It's a hereditary thing, but so very embarassing.
2. I snore. Heavily. I used to think it wasn't that bad, that my sister was just mocking me and my friends were overreacting. But nah, it is bad. It makes me afraid of sleeping over at people's, and I wonder what the HELL I will do if I start dating someone. It's so bad that some of my friends don't want to sleep in the same room as I do. It has something to do with not closing my mouth properly, had it from early age.
These two things embarass me even more because for me they are both associated with being fat. A heavy, sweaty, dirty person and a very obese snoring girl with apnea...