fine line
where does dicipline end and abuse begin? my sister got her fingers burned today for playing with lighters. after chris threatened her, that was the most scared she has ever been. chris was drinking/drunk as soon as he got home today... he looked like he'd been drinking even before he got home. i hate him even more when he is drunk, he likes to talk, and you have no choice but to listen, cause he follows you everywhere you go. then he brags about stupid shit like fighting, or how abused he was as a child, and how i have it easier.
this morning sucked ass, i woke up late and my first two classes i had things due that were barely even half done. then jesse got all pissy at lunch cause he wanted me to take him to his house to pick up something for emily's birthday. i told him that if i left school i would not come back. at the end of lunch emily and i decide that sluffing would be a great idea. so we took off. we went to her work to pickup her check, and stopped to see how much it would be to get a phone (120 or so to start). thenwe spent about an hour in barnes and noble. just looking at stuff. i bought emly a little journal/notebook for her birthday. she is 18 now! its cool... we spent most the day discussing why its moronic that 18 yearolds can smoke but not buy ciggaretts. after school was out we came back to go to writing club, that was fun. i am now the Historian. we made up bull shit positions for presidency. and wrote a bithday haiku for emily.
i asked kevin if he's been avioding me lately.he said he just realized when he thought about it that he kindof has... and he apologized for it. then i asked if he was even still interested in me... he said he doesnt know.. and wouldnt tell brooke earlier. so i am lost. i just dont want to waste my time on nothing.
i took kevin and his brother to the library, checked out a few books so i could procrastinate even more effectivley. then came home to deal with bull shit. funness.
this morning sucked ass, i woke up late and my first two classes i had things due that were barely even half done. then jesse got all pissy at lunch cause he wanted me to take him to his house to pick up something for emily's birthday. i told him that if i left school i would not come back. at the end of lunch emily and i decide that sluffing would be a great idea. so we took off. we went to her work to pickup her check, and stopped to see how much it would be to get a phone (120 or so to start). thenwe spent about an hour in barnes and noble. just looking at stuff. i bought emly a little journal/notebook for her birthday. she is 18 now! its cool... we spent most the day discussing why its moronic that 18 yearolds can smoke but not buy ciggaretts. after school was out we came back to go to writing club, that was fun. i am now the Historian. we made up bull shit positions for presidency. and wrote a bithday haiku for emily.
i asked kevin if he's been avioding me lately.he said he just realized when he thought about it that he kindof has... and he apologized for it. then i asked if he was even still interested in me... he said he doesnt know.. and wouldnt tell brooke earlier. so i am lost. i just dont want to waste my time on nothing.
i took kevin and his brother to the library, checked out a few books so i could procrastinate even more effectivley. then came home to deal with bull shit. funness.