turnaround?
Yeah so im not sure why, but every little thing is pissing me off lately. May be the fact that no one cares about me, no one gives a shit, and theyre all pissed at me. But i guess i cant complain cause i deserve it right? So amidst the casual sex, using drugs and ciggarets to demean myself, and skipping school, im trying to pull some tidbit of self control and self esteem out of the dark depths of my mind. The fact that no one has faith in me, not even my mother or my sister, or even my brother for that matter, of course helps SOO FUCKING MUCH! As for now the only one who even tries to help me out is Josh. Seeing as he was the cause of all this trouble, i would be smart enough to stay away from him. But believe it or not he's really giving me some support to try and turn my life around. He tells me stuff like "be impecable with your word" and to concentrate on school. He lets me make my own decisions, but supports them either way.
So in short, ive dug myself in this hole and pissed everyone off. Except josh, but im hoping that i wont piss him off too.
So in short, ive dug myself in this hole and pissed everyone off. Except josh, but im hoping that i wont piss him off too.