Oct 18, 2004 21:09
Hey
Today was going good...Up until 3rd period. I walk into senior sem, and Monica scholes asks me a question, "about my past." The question...hmmm...It was that dark little secret I kept for over a year now. The whole world knows, and I obviously don't care, but the fact that someone would come up to me personally, and ask me such a personal question...I don't know...for some reason, it really hurt. I am not blaming Monica for asking me, because if there were something that I wanted to know about her, I would sure as hell go and ask it....but still...it really really hurt. I know I shouldn't let something like that get to me, but I did, and not only did I cry about it, I let it ruin my entire day. I went to lunch with Kels, john Barlett (Kelseys new little fling, for awhile), and MANNNN!! It went well, except the lady in front of us had like a 50 person order!! It took a fucking week, I swear! I was supposed to work today, and I showed up, but they sent me home...that made my day...I came home, and re-arranged my room b/c Adam, Andrea and I were having a conversation about re-arranging rooms....and it kind of inspired me!
Anyways, that is my sad existence of a life...Today was quite depressing, I even came home and cried!!!! What in the hell is wrong with me?! Well, I hope tomorrow is better, I have high hopes for tomorrow, especially since Jon and I are going party shopping...YAY!!
Cops by day, pimps and ho's by night
Fuck us good, and suck us good (Kels, thats for you. You are such a sick little perv.)