Laguna Beach tonight!
I realized I didn't update the entire month of September but to be honest, I don't really like that month. Besides for weekends, September is when school starts and the leaves are kind of changing but are in that ugly stage. I guess I am more of an October girl...
I was stuck in a hole for a while. I couldn't seem to do anything right on the field much less do anything at all (that was a mouthful). I keep telling myself that things have to start turning around sometime soon, but do they really have to? Most people would assume so but I just tend to doubt it. Only time will tell...
We had an overnight this past weekend and I felt like everything that guy Rick said, was somehow directed at me. He talked about frustration and "self-talk" and how that can either help or hurt you. I know I need to work on that stuff, but I am trying the best I can. Don't you ever feel like that's not good enough? I couldn't put the ball in the back of the net for the life of me Saturday, feeling as though I let the team down, which in all truth, I did. I just feel one step behind, or too slow. At least the team is playing well because in the end that's all that truly matters. I just wish I would play better for them because they deserve nothing but my best too. This is all repetitive, but I just need to say it aloud.
The regular season is coming to a close and when playoffs begin, the rest of the season won't even matter. I think that time of the year really defines a team and I know we can pull through as long as we all believe...
The Vikings suck, but at least the Packers do too, as well as out whole divison.
One last thing, we had a nuttitionist at soccer tonight. I don't even know what's okay to eat anymore, geez. It was one of the most depressing speeches ever! lol (stuffs Mcdonald's food into mouth).
Going to eat some good ol' New England chowder.
A big shot is a little shot that kept shooting...
I was stuck in a hole for a while. I couldn't seem to do anything right on the field much less do anything at all (that was a mouthful). I keep telling myself that things have to start turning around sometime soon, but do they really have to? Most people would assume so but I just tend to doubt it. Only time will tell...
We had an overnight this past weekend and I felt like everything that guy Rick said, was somehow directed at me. He talked about frustration and "self-talk" and how that can either help or hurt you. I know I need to work on that stuff, but I am trying the best I can. Don't you ever feel like that's not good enough? I couldn't put the ball in the back of the net for the life of me Saturday, feeling as though I let the team down, which in all truth, I did. I just feel one step behind, or too slow. At least the team is playing well because in the end that's all that truly matters. I just wish I would play better for them because they deserve nothing but my best too. This is all repetitive, but I just need to say it aloud.
The regular season is coming to a close and when playoffs begin, the rest of the season won't even matter. I think that time of the year really defines a team and I know we can pull through as long as we all believe...
The Vikings suck, but at least the Packers do too, as well as out whole divison.
One last thing, we had a nuttitionist at soccer tonight. I don't even know what's okay to eat anymore, geez. It was one of the most depressing speeches ever! lol (stuffs Mcdonald's food into mouth).
Going to eat some good ol' New England chowder.
A big shot is a little shot that kept shooting...