"and all i want is just to know that i'll be ok.....but the light burns me"

[skiesofjustice]

I don't know why i do this to myself, you'd think i'd learn by now not to go digging through my past, reading old e-mails,notes, poems from and about you and stirring up old feelings that i've done a pretty damn good job of burying.
I guess tonight's just one of those contemplating nights in many aspects, and i wish i could just forget about so many things and come up with a solution for such......but that's never been my strong point.

...........I think my biggest regret is letting you get away.