this is a rock and roll takeover.

Nov 28, 2003 16:23

i got up early and ran errands and jammed to thrice.

i miss when my dad and i used to jam to atdi in the driveway at like two in the morning because neither of us could sleep and we got the bright idea to wash the car.

i cried last night. just like i cry every year at every holiday. i cried because my family is incredibly mean to me. but then i cried just because they don't get how much i appreciate them.

I WAS RIGHT. rubbing my ass with a cheese grater would have been more fun.

i go to a private institution which costs four times what the public institution i wanted to attend originally costs. however, because of my dad's disability and veteran status now, i can attend a public university in the state of virginia for no cost. my parents lied and said i couldn't go to vcu last year because of money. what they are paying for one year at wesleyan is just about four years worth of vcu education. but they said even now i can't go to vcu.

but i have to go. because i can't take my family. maybe they will appreciate me more when i'm gone. so if it isn't too late, i am going to apply for spring semester there. my dad said he couldn't sleep at night imagining what i would be doing if i were in richmond. i don't understand how he can sleep at night imagining how unhappy his kid gets.

i get an idea in my head. and i just set out to go and do it. with no regards for my safety or anyone elses. and especially with no regards to anyone's, including my own, feelings.

oh snap son. this song is so hot. i'm not sure if it makes me want to dance, hit someone in the face, or hook up. holler.
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