Happy New Years!
So, it's New Year's Eve, and I don't have a damn thing planned! I guess as long as i can get some sort of peace of mind, it would be incredible. I have to go to work @ 4p.m. -10 or so, so that is going to suck also, I'm not sure if I have any "New Year's Resolutions", any time I make one, I never go through with any of them. I am sad always around this time of year, and I feel like everyone is against me. I don't understand what's right, what's wrong , what's colored or fair, upside down sideways, I am all twisted inside and confused. I hate this feeling. I want it to pass through me, I want it to go away. I wish there was someone out there who gave a damn. Oh, well. Life, Love?! I'm all mixed up inside. Maybe this year will be better than the last.
It's been a long December,
and there's reason to believe
maybe this year will be better than the last
i can't remeber the times I've tried to tell myself
to hold on to these moments as they pass