Jan 11, 2005 22:50
Well I'm in another one of those moods where I just feel sad for some reason. First off I really miss my mom.. this house is way too quiet when I wake up in the morning because my brother is at school and my dad is at work..kind of reminds me of how I feel in the dorm room without Erin around..it sucks.but at least I have the dog. I wish my mom were around because just her presence makes me feel better..it sucks I'll be leaving for college without getting to see her. On top of my mom being gone, Megs has had to leave Verona due to her bathroom and kitchen being under construction. She's staying with her grandparents or grandma in Brooklyn and I won't be seeing her again for a while which makes me very sad.. and I haven't been feeling the greatest either like I mentioned. I'm def. getting sick again because my thoart feels weird and i've been sneezing a lot, plus I'm always super tired no matter how much sleep I get and my arms feel pretty damn weak..man I'm just falling apart..well I could ramble on about how not cool things are right now but I'm not going to do that, instead I'll just sleep..good night