new years
Plain and simple it sucked.
Highlights of the night:
visiting my v-town crew at rebecca's house..i should have stayed
photo-shoot
manhunt
attempting to set off fireworks
It amazes me that I always become the bad guy when I stand up and say what ever one else is thinking but is too fucking scared to say...yup I'm the bad guy yet again and of course "everyone" agrees like usual. The immaturity, and maniuplation of certain people amazes me and literally makes me sick to my stomach. I feel like throwing up...things changed last night, probably for the best, things will never be the same again no matter what. this was not some little thing thats going to end because i've been scared by certain people's immaturity shouldn't...i'm seriously sick to my stomach..holding in tears..i've got a fucking headache that hurts so bad all I want to do is sleep all day..i almost did..even when I was asleep i cried in my dreams...
I hope everyone had a better new year...
on another note..i think I'm ending my livejournal...
Highlights of the night:
visiting my v-town crew at rebecca's house..i should have stayed
photo-shoot
manhunt
attempting to set off fireworks
It amazes me that I always become the bad guy when I stand up and say what ever one else is thinking but is too fucking scared to say...yup I'm the bad guy yet again and of course "everyone" agrees like usual. The immaturity, and maniuplation of certain people amazes me and literally makes me sick to my stomach. I feel like throwing up...things changed last night, probably for the best, things will never be the same again no matter what. this was not some little thing thats going to end because i've been scared by certain people's immaturity shouldn't...i'm seriously sick to my stomach..holding in tears..i've got a fucking headache that hurts so bad all I want to do is sleep all day..i almost did..even when I was asleep i cried in my dreams...
I hope everyone had a better new year...
on another note..i think I'm ending my livejournal...