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it's that day of the year again, but it feels different this time, like. the sadness is still there, and its still not getting any easier (this time it feels harder) but I feel like I can control my emotions about it more. at the office people would ask why i couldnt do somthing around lunch time today (like take over reception or drive a boss somewhere) and when i explain they get all apologetic and start to talk about where they were when they heard about it or what they were feeling. and usually that would get me all choked up and turn bright red and verge of tears, but today, the feelings and emotions are still the same, just the external front is holding up much better.
thank you to all my friends family and fans that have supported and helped me over the years cope with all this, without you guys, I dont know where i would be, probably not somewhere very good. I am a very grateful person, and if i dont show it enough and act like an asshole alot of the time, just remember deep down inside, I truely appreciate every little aspect of all of you and wouldnt trade anything in for the world.
in other news, last night coming home from kitchener at 11pm we found spunkie sitting on the floor unable to stand, we dont know whats wrong with her, maybe arthritis, maybe her injury spreading, but it seemed like she was very weak and when we brought a bowl of water to her face, she drank half the bowl instantly and ate a chicken breast the same way as if she didnt drink or eat for many hours. this morning she was able to stand but not walk very much, and now i hear she's running around chasing cats. very nervous.
mark longo's in the office for an hour, every time i speak to him it amazes me not only that this young man, 22 years old, pretty much the same age as me, is riding a bycicle across canada ALONE for a month and a half now and has another 20 days to go. (been riding for 51 days so far). not only that, but he's riding because my father inspired him to be a great human being so he's doing it for the mikey network, you can follow his trip from a link on the front page of www.mikeynetwork.com
today's the first day in a week and a bit that im actually doing office work rather than moving furniture and such. been doing calculations and in the past 8 days (including weekend) I worked 100.5 hours (minus an hour or two for a couple of lunch breaks i took), but i wouldnt really consider it all work as some of it was for the mikey network which I really like working on (raised $10,000 at the furniture sale for the mikey network).
not including work, these past days have more or less sucked for one reason or another.
thanks for letting me vent
thank you to all my friends family and fans that have supported and helped me over the years cope with all this, without you guys, I dont know where i would be, probably not somewhere very good. I am a very grateful person, and if i dont show it enough and act like an asshole alot of the time, just remember deep down inside, I truely appreciate every little aspect of all of you and wouldnt trade anything in for the world.
in other news, last night coming home from kitchener at 11pm we found spunkie sitting on the floor unable to stand, we dont know whats wrong with her, maybe arthritis, maybe her injury spreading, but it seemed like she was very weak and when we brought a bowl of water to her face, she drank half the bowl instantly and ate a chicken breast the same way as if she didnt drink or eat for many hours. this morning she was able to stand but not walk very much, and now i hear she's running around chasing cats. very nervous.
mark longo's in the office for an hour, every time i speak to him it amazes me not only that this young man, 22 years old, pretty much the same age as me, is riding a bycicle across canada ALONE for a month and a half now and has another 20 days to go. (been riding for 51 days so far). not only that, but he's riding because my father inspired him to be a great human being so he's doing it for the mikey network, you can follow his trip from a link on the front page of www.mikeynetwork.com
today's the first day in a week and a bit that im actually doing office work rather than moving furniture and such. been doing calculations and in the past 8 days (including weekend) I worked 100.5 hours (minus an hour or two for a couple of lunch breaks i took), but i wouldnt really consider it all work as some of it was for the mikey network which I really like working on (raised $10,000 at the furniture sale for the mikey network).
not including work, these past days have more or less sucked for one reason or another.
thanks for letting me vent