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[skidddmark]

i dont understand some things

i love the life that i have

I am just tired of being disappointed with people

everyone has always let me down, and its never been a guy

ive never gotten close enough to a guy to let me down, and hurt me like others do

i think ive developed a stigma when it comes to guys.

subconsciously i cant allow a guy into my life for fear of being dejected, and hurt

i always let people in, and so far those who've ive completely have hurt me really badly

i dont know what to do

i think i should js ignore it and start living my life

im done worrying about others, i have to care for myself first

im going to deal with me and take of me from now on!