My Mother is the biggest dissappointment ever
you know im giving up on her. i love her. but if she can't take of herself and she causes me to hurt my cousin that is where i draw the line.
im done.
nicki is so hurt. ive never seen anyone so devastated because of what my mother did to her. she told me not to go and she told i was not allowed to pic up our friend allison. i fucking swear. i cant take this shit anymore. i need to fucking get out of this house b4 something bad happens to me. i know it will. my father is awesome but my mother is driving me and everyone else crazy. she calls me on the phone mad and everyone hears and they are just like whatever, cuz thats all they hear from her now. its complete bullshit. they are surprised but it js doesnt matter anymore becuz all we do is fight. it js isnt worth my time anymore to try and make her feel good. that is her job towards me. not to sound all conceited and shit but mothers are supposed to be there for the children not the other way around. every time something happens i have to be the one to take care of her. not my father not my sister, not my brother who happens to be her favorite. ME!!! everytime i think something bad is going to happen i clear the way for her, i try to sheild her and everything and yet she never does anything for me. i cant stand it anymore. i know it sounds like im taking the easy way out but its about time that i take care of myself and the business i feel is important. like taking care of nicki for the bullshit that my mother helped create.
im done.
nicki is so hurt. ive never seen anyone so devastated because of what my mother did to her. she told me not to go and she told i was not allowed to pic up our friend allison. i fucking swear. i cant take this shit anymore. i need to fucking get out of this house b4 something bad happens to me. i know it will. my father is awesome but my mother is driving me and everyone else crazy. she calls me on the phone mad and everyone hears and they are just like whatever, cuz thats all they hear from her now. its complete bullshit. they are surprised but it js doesnt matter anymore becuz all we do is fight. it js isnt worth my time anymore to try and make her feel good. that is her job towards me. not to sound all conceited and shit but mothers are supposed to be there for the children not the other way around. every time something happens i have to be the one to take care of her. not my father not my sister, not my brother who happens to be her favorite. ME!!! everytime i think something bad is going to happen i clear the way for her, i try to sheild her and everything and yet she never does anything for me. i cant stand it anymore. i know it sounds like im taking the easy way out but its about time that i take care of myself and the business i feel is important. like taking care of nicki for the bullshit that my mother helped create.