JUST SO YOU KNOW IM STILL HERE
AS YOU SEE IM NOT IN JAIL NOT DEAD AND NOT TO HAPPY BUT AS I SIAD IM FINE AND ILL BE FINE I JUST ENDED UP THINKIN MY LIFE OVER AND SEEING WHAT WHENT RONG IN ALL OF THIS THINKING IF I WAS SOME ONE OTHER OR DID SOME THING OTHER OR THOUGHT SOME THING OTHER IT WOULD ALL BE BETER IN THE END OR MAYBE IT WOULD ALL BRING ME RIGHT BACK HERE NOT TO SAY IF I HAVE THE WRIGHT TO SAY WETHER OR NOT HERE IS BAD OR GODD OR WHAT EVER I JUST END UP THINKING "THIS COULD BE THE BEST THING THAT EVER HAPENS THROUGH OUT THE REST OF MY LIFE " OR MAYBE NOT IM NOT SCARED ANY MORE OF WHATS TO COME OR THE END OF MY DAYS IM JUST SCARED OF WHAT MAY COME TO ME ON THE OTHER SIDE I DREAM OF A BETER TOMORROW BUT ONLY END UP THINKING OF A MORE MEST UP TODAY I SEE THIS NOW ITS NOT UP TO ME WHERE I END UP JUST WHAT I DO TO GET THERE AND NOW FOR ALL I HAVE HURT FOR ALL I HAVE TAKEN FROM FOR ALL I HAVE KILLED TO ALL WHO HAVE SOME HOW SUFERD FROM ME THIS IS MY OFERING OF JUSTAFICATION ..............................................................SEE ME SITING IN MY LIL HOLE-THINK OF NOTHING THATS BEEN TOLD-HOPE TO BRING A BETER DAY-MY LOVE I BRING BUT I SHALL NOT STAY-HOPE TO COME OVER NIGHTS FULL MOON-AND IN MY FALL OF PAIN I WILL SEE YOU SOON-GATHER BE MAY OF BURNING FIRE-TUST THE END IS IN DEASIER-TO THIS I TELL MY SARROWIS TALE-AND FOR TO ALL THE END AS WELL-YOU SEE ME IN MY LIL HOLE AND THINK OF NOTHING THAT TIME WILL TELL-