Feb 02, 2005 23:05
SO today I spilled my guts to Brandon and told him I liked him. well, IMd him...while he was away...All i said was "i know this is coming out of nowhere but i like you. and its stupid because i'm seeing 3 other people right now and i'd still rather hang out with you. so just tell me you hate me or something so i can get over you and actually start liking one of these guys. i wish i'd gotten drunk or something before i told you this...and dont tell anyone cuz its going to be awkward enough for me as it is."
so thats all out in the open...finally. but i guess Pat's starting to grow on me. but he's so sweet, i like being with him and its nice to know the feeling is actually mutual. not used to that. we're hanging out tomorrow, probably just staying in watching a movie and talking. dont know if we've reached cuddle level yet. i guess i could figya that out heh
chillin with brandon tomorrow also...the OTHER brandon, not the one i actually have the hots for;) although he is hot. in an "i like black t shirts and i live in newbury comics" way. but he has this whole line up of girls to hook up with so i think this may end up totally platonic. he has some errands to run after work so he's picking me up after my class. then saturday i'm going to brendan's to party in philippi dorm with the other gorham peeeeeps. i hope it goes well...he's so hot and he even has the south boston accent;) i just wish he'd stop flipping his damn abercrombie collar and get over himself
worrrrd